When he said "I ruined you," he was saying "I am ruined."
I know that in my hurting heart for my sister, and in my sister's hurting heart for various reasons that have led to her addiction, the only peace that she or I or anyone will ever receive can only come from Jesus.
I had an encounter with God this morning at 1:30 A.M. and it changed my heart again. I feel like the waters parted and he made a way for my heart to follow him injury the depths I craved to go once more ♡ God is real my friends. His love is real. I am finally home in his arms again.